Remembered dreams of yesterday!!. The truth is that the very first time i met Big Sal on my birthday ,May 24th 1999, I did not really like him,lol. I found him to be too loud, boistrous laugh at things I did not find funny at all.In my book, he was unrefined, he was crude. How could he after meeting me for 2hrs, over lunch have the audacity to tell me,"what you need is a kid to soften you up, you are too tough". In the first place, I already told him, i was just having lunch,thats it!!!. We can be friends,but,nothing else. We were friends, I went out to eat with him,whenever I could stomach him. A year passed,and, I began to actually fall for him. I knew the exact moment I knew I was in love with Sal. We were coming back from dinner,as,friends,and he was singing along with the Eagles on the radio, "forgiveness". His singing voice did not match, the,big Kahuna driving, it was beautiful,,,,tears ran down my cheeks,and,for the first time, i let him kiss me after he dropped me off. Sal was affectionate to a fault, he killed me with kindness,and,love. I knew right there that all the things I thought I found unattractive about him, where the very things I would miss If I do not embrace his affection for me. I did. On October 14th 2000 at 3am , i made love for the first time to Sal,and,I concieved Big Josh that night.The birth of Big Josh,with Sal by my side,,, Sal saved me.Sal filled my life with laughter. He had a way with words. Our journey together was not without concerns,but, it was ours,nd,we weathered the storm, together.We never went to bed angry at eachother,never. We loved our son, we loved eachother. We planned, we dreamed. We forgave eachother,and, we loved,and,kept dreaming. Today I am left with, Remembered dreams of Sal nd I. Thats enough for me,for,We loved nd dreamed dreams together.